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I often find myself learning different angles of the same thing. 

We learn about history less we not repeat it\

I think they relay history to us so we do in fact repeat certain things.

Every time I try to imagine where my esoteric quest started it's further and further back in time.  These notes, my anchor, tie my ideas to dates. 

My songs float in my head along with remnants of almost every other song I've heard. I have a revelation and am then reminded of the time I put that very thought to beat. I'm then reminded of writing the lyric and am taken back to the mindset of the event. What invoked me to rhyme said idea was learning about said idea presently. Or to switch roles of cause and effect; I manifested, through lyrics and the word, the answer to my soul's quest.  

Things take time but time is relative 

cyclical in affect 

 

Kill your god and feed em to me

I wanted to come and type something to you guys last night but it didn't work out like that..  instead I wartched too much porn and had a visual encounter with a past lover, and by past I mean out of this wsorld past.  The said lady mentioned in the blog about visions..   but anyway porn was involved and I fell asleep after a weird orgasm .   I'm learning about sex magic right now, so sex is on the brain.. the connecin g of genders   the connecting of genders..  the phuysical manifestation is on your tvss   Jenner.  trans community people who are in tocuh with soumthing something bigger than themselves.. their devine selves  they feel like somthing other than what "god " created..  Blah  I touched on this before in some other form so ima move on..  sex magic is the next big thing in my chapter but I have to protect my intention from my ego  the Ego is my devil..  The ego curves my intent it curves my every action into a shadow of what I could really be.   If I was on GAME OF THRONES I would be part of the Faceless..   Thats all black shit anyway..  that's why the faceless gyu at the door was black  he was black and then turned aback into his white faace

going too deep  

loosing the point

 

racism is of occult

strange

Im sorry for typing in italics, that was kinda mean of me,,  I'm typing through trance and transe and and and i lost my thought pattern because I was thinking of how ta spell trans and if when i press the n key it feels like a space bar hit..   it would be weir d if i had spaces in between words that i was aps spalling   so yeah i typed in itallics and it was wrong while typing in trance because im leaving all the typos in and i imagine that paragraph looks like a nightmare

how would a normal person followlwoowoowll  sometimes you star t typing something and then you realize your ego is coming back and curving my uintent..  ims starting to break trhough to somthing here

it's personal though   get your own light bro

get your own god power  

i just saw a skeleton

ego you tricky mother fucker Ima go TARAH from TRUE BLOOD on you and kill you with a knife   I just used the space bar for the first time in a while cus i didn't want to mispell knife

 

but yea I'm a kill my ego one day

what if we had to ritially do it ddddddddddddddddddddddd

I do

I answered my wquestion and freaked myself out

im now seeing a cartoonish wolf  lots of teeth.. 

 

I wrote a story about a dream I had

I can now decode my dream because I know more

I wrote the dream so I could decode the dream at this very moment

 

I was fighting  awolf..  The wolf was bella vampire wearwolf size and I was running on trees like tarzan but they were like levees..   I was attempting to make the wolf fall between brances hwen I take a wrong step.  We fall to the floor of this jungle.. I have a knife.  wolf attacks, I shave knife in mouth. we struggle.   I take his jaw and open it completely breaking it's jarw and head. 

 

I thjink I took over my ego that day..  my ego and my femonin side...  the wolf the moon the dooggess   godess   My masculin took a stand and controled the feminin energy broke the head open and let spill the knowlege though blood the eucharist

sex magic semon and vaginal fluid..  male femail female  one part together the complete form of our essence from THE ALl  

 

 I think this trance is over, I feel like opening my eyes again,  but maybe I should hold it a little longer till i end cofrgilally   corgially

with a goddman conclusion ya know?   

The conclusion is to polarize and fix your past mistakes in the future. byu putting thr righ motion into motion j

 

ssssss   I could slip into sleep but my head is hangin gof the off the side of the bed and my arms are too   but my hands are resting on a laptop my shoulders are uncomfortable   kinda hunched over  

 

sexual energuy is redred  love is green

god shit is indego

 

  the rainbow is shokra  chokrah jjj

sklslk

 I wanted to trance a freestyle but I talked about sex and nonsence instead..  

 

STOP TELLING OCCULT SEVRETS YOU ASS HOLE

 

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