The Feel That You Fear

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somethings are meant to be secret

who decides how many people know

the originator

or the person the secret is about?

I havent typed in italics in forever, so i had to bring it back along with the jumpy text.. 

 

whats new nigga? 

i got a mixtape out

have you heard yet? 

its gonna be great i think 

  1. its already great
  2. im on top of the world
  3. english is my first language
  4. potatoes are my friends

don't lie to yourself or you will not like you 

be you and you may still not like you..  i don't like you 

 

 i am you 

this doesn't feel like it's going anywhere..  but i would like to talk about how much datpiff let me down today and yesterday..   

i was trying to upload my mixtape without getting those features i wanted..   I had to because i felt like i had to and so i did without your help..   

that part is unimportant especially because i can't upload my mixtape to datpiff..     Soooo

lets try to go though the story coherently..  it's gonna be hard

 

bullet points please

  • i had to convert all files to mp3 from wav..  
  • i have a program for that but it's still time consuming
  • I convert 14 songs to mp3 specifically to upload to datpiff 
  • i take my happy ass to datpiff and log in
  • I enter information on my mixtape..  I went though this process 3 different times and am not happy about that.. 
  • First song i click and it happens to be the wav file..  
  • I think to myself where did i put the mp3 files?  
  • they were under downloaded files..  
  1. i go to the download section and select the correct file.. 
  2. it uploads with it's little green status bar really quickly.. 
  3. the song is only 2 minutes long 
  4. when it finishes the status bar, it just disappears and reverts back to upload screen
  5. it says "no songs have been added" or whatnot
  6. i attempted to upload every song individually,  i tried clicking them all at the same time
  7. the website doesn't recognize my mixtape as music
  • i then try to upload a song from a previous mixtape that is ON datpiff
  • the song uploads perfectly and sits in the edit box..
  • what the fuck is up with that shit datpiff? what's wrong with my new songs?
  • if it were a problem with my samples it would have given me an error message
  • not ignore the file completely..  
  • so I took my anger to twitter
  1. fuck you datpiff you don't control me i say 
  2. I tell them im bringing my business to tweet my song
    1. where my mixtape is now
  3. and i upload my songs with no problem to tweet my song.. 
    1. coniferous ferns go check it out 
  4. the next day i try again..  I give information and pictures and the files are still ignored
  5. i brought them to soundcloud this time..   soundcloud takes wav files
  6. better quality will be found on soudcloud 
  7. but datpiff has a way of reaching a bunch of niggas
  • my new plan.   upload some bullshit file to datpiff and point people towards tweet my song
  • ill tell them all that datpiff is a fucking bitch idiot for uploading an episode of a podcast and not my lovely coniferous ferns and to shun datpiff and follow me onto tweet my song
  • then all will be right with the world 

 

some may see this as a waste of a blog..   but i see this as making myself feel better about a shitty situation..  also bragging about fucking datpiff over 

not as much as they're fuckking me but you know how it goes

 

you tweeted you meaned it is gonna be on datpiff

and im going to get a bunch of views and i hope datpiff feels the rage 

 

i have no idea how they would fix the problem of them ignoring my files..   

 

i want them to fix the problem but I also just want the mixtape to be online..   datpiff seems like the best place for my music but maybe it's telling me it's not the place for me..  

 

black magic isn't always welcome

 

 

i was about to post this but it feels incomplete..  trance is calling..  i need to make some profound point and not just have a normal complaining blog..   this is my time to shine while i have one project i would like attention to go towards why not flood the market with other potential attention suckers?  thats good marketing right?

i don't sell this shit what do i want from you?

you know when nothings wrong you kinda wish something were wrong so that you can channel the bad energy to that one wrong thing?

 

the depression the anxiety the frustration the anger all directed to datpiff because it offered itself to me as a sacrifice..  i didn't ask it to..  i was being nice and it was like, heres a knife please kill me..   but i didn't kill it..  i just talked a bunch of shit that no one cares about but still the magic has worked for me.

no longer am i afraid of the monster i released in sound wave format

you have the power to control said monster or to ignore it.. but its lurking in the shadows growing in size and strength..   i wouldn't ignore it for too long..  

shapen your sword on the words of philosophers 

usurp and consume 

ignorance is weakness..  knowledge is power 

secrets currency