Markdown i've abused you for too long..
be yourself
im a part time magician.. i live in the basement of the highway to hell
the highway to hell is the tunnel that leads into hell..
each day i go to work and each day i go to play but the play seems to happen more and more each day
this is dumb i wanted to come type here because i felt like the time that i havent been typing is some type of secret crime that im doing because im not documenting time and it feels weird to think that maybe i couldn't come here and type something compelling or smart
or maybe i coudn't realize anymore when i was supposed to change subject and when i was supposed to expound upon certain subjects like this problem in itself..
i seem to not beafije af ebaf ae wee maybe i can fource the gueniune type to gome out htough typos
the fear of not having it anymore
im listening to a lecture at the moment.. i should probobaly turh that down fsdaoj dipijwqojd apjsdalkj lja diopa djad;j;f ajdadjs jsadip adsiop jio apijiodapiji opajsdio a iopfjaiow
eat it eat it eat it ieei
flie thats not a word
typed it on purpose tho
in the air in the air in the air
under normal circomstances \\\
i wanted that to be spelled right!!!!
this is getting ridiculous
but maybe that's the decline that i am needing.. i need more dirty drty writnig
im able to close my eyes
the closeness that comes with mistakes
never trust me
i made a song that says that in the title and it's pretty great
maybe i should turn the video off.. i could do some cool shit maybe?
now i feel like the audience doesn't deserve anything cool after reaching levels of attainment the hero is a bitch about it . holding out powers behind closed doors and secret handshakes ..
smh
smh
smh
snoor snoor this is a bore
this is a pig
and this is a snort
i don't want to go to work
that's whats on my mind.. i don't want this job anymore.. work suckssss people are uuugghhhhh
soo human..
i hide in failure lurking in shadow
you learned
i dik idk what i do that for
tried to type out lyrics to my album.. not now false alarm
the good stuff
the best ones
I just sneezed hard as fuck
expelling the negative feelings holding me down
trying to make me feel so small and human i am not so small and so human say you robot overloard you see me and comend my battles oh overloard
look upon me with favor you do so caringly send your knights in their armer to guide me though the sky in white
my mother fucking heart is attacking me with goodness that's what the real underlining problem is
I don't feel evil enough for enlightenment
I need to stop doing the god jokes and go back to human jokes and become darker
i must renter the negreto stage.. nigger nigger nigger nigger nigger nigger nigger nigga nigger nigger nigger nigger nigger nigga nigger..
here it goes.. it's working nigger nigger nigger niggger nigga nigger nigger nigger
i feel the power going back into the fingertips
nigga nigga nigga nigger nigger niggre nigger nigger nigger nigger nigger nigger nigger nigger nigger nigger nigger
help me o' spirit of all dead niggers help me become you and cary on your legacy of nigger
doom don doom
we open up at 5 in the morning on a train going to indiana
what's this you find that your eyes won't open correctly but someone is already speaking to you
you feel the train steadily moving down the tracks as your hand reaches for your eyes
"You can't sleep here!"
your hand stops short of your chest restricted by the wrist. small amounts of light stream into your half open lids
"hey what are you doing?!? No Sleeping"
you rock your body flailing limbs to find out that just one arm is hindered
a cough six seats back
person across the isle clears throat
you paw at your eyes to open them with your free hand then paw at your wrist to free the other hand
both hands paw at the eyes to get the full picture
the left and the right hand path ..
niggas is locked up in jail.. but niggers are all over the planet
this is a body test of strength and poop capabilities.. how fast can you find chilies and can you get it to go? im kinda hungry and want to eat these chips before work.. im so so so not ready for work
chips and dips I have to become less good in my own eyes.. darker nigger darker
darker to me
what darker means to me
darker
what it means to me
nigger
nigger nigger nigger nigga
nigger
what darker means to me...
a type of freedom gained from knowledge .. direction that comes with knowing and the intuition that comes with doing magic exercises
I am not psychic because I say i am not psychic but does this stop someone from learning exactly what a psychic is? and imagining how the power is used and how it feels to manipulate in that manor
magic exercises is the life of niggers under the system of white supremacy.. all day we got mind control being blasted at us.. to stay magic in this society is a magic exercise
new orleans should be ashamed that they let me slip away.. we could have been so good together.. nigger and magic city..
im still hella destructive and i feel bad for deconstructing things soo when i become more nigger I overcome feeling bad for destruction it's simply nigger isnt it nigger
nigger nigger nigger nigga nigger nigger nigger nigger nigger nigga nigger