here we are again back in this position
gotta get the readers lost before i get them found
how do you want to start becoming lost?
we can do pointless movements of the text..
or maybe we can make a bunch or fhar to ear mistakes
someho get the audiance lost before they can get the chance to be found is the pattern here
me in the audiance ai
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Bow this is a Markdown baby i gotta stop sayin baby
i give you fake words
im listening to False Alarm right now.. it's amazing and it's my tuning fork.. but all my music is my tuning fork but that False Alarm is the real one.. the answer to my confinement..
you have been dead before crown chakra open the door transend time and space transend the laws of nature but for your divine case.. violet for beauty
trancend transcend whattt a s and c transcend cend scend tran scend transcend
some times i reach out my mind in attempt to find the devine with each attempt i seem to find a mirror of myself
divine
i did some shit iiiiii
you did worse'
manipulation is the name of the game.. persception is the fcaust
perception is the cause
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anyway..
O I remember when i first met god.. I was staring at my face looking though your eyes..
im gonna do a podcast today.. i sat here thinking about teh direction of this blog for like a while and though anbout going and giving up and just make music and a cool show
idk though i feel like i should address what i want to then do what i want to and then address what im doing and then address the address and then add add add more and then pppppp
so the drug acid seems to though throw me down into the physical like in Dr Strange the mirror dimention type shit. I become hella intuned with the earth and phsyical world but my chaos abandons me.. I get stuck into my body knowing that this plain of existance isn't even real but im taking it so seriously like i don't have other chakras.. it depressed me to be chaos dissconnected from chaos much like i felt in the times of Confined Freestyles
my heart chakra closed.. my throat chakra was out of wak, my pineal was reading images instead of feelings and my crown chakra felt like a lid lol
apparently what it must feel like to not have a soul.. LSD is spiritual death.. so I'm very curious as to the death that DMT provides
I like the idea of dying to yourself because once you reconnect you have new experience and new perspective.. I can change my perception and I seek to change perspectives as well
from woke to aliveg et. vqauewrhq
oh fuck
im missing a link in the speach pattern.. i think i stumbled onto a very cool sounding explanation for what i did find out
so niggas is reincarnated dead niggas.. if we are conscious of connected factor, we can be considered Zombie or the living dead... niggas who don't know what they are connected are walking dead.. white people are alive..
LSD can bring a zombie to life... by disconnecting it's ties to the heart, throat, brow, and crown chakra.. confining said zombie to the earth realm..
mind control.. I come to life in the night and I die every morning
I don't believe in truth but that's some heavy shizz
I don't know what was up with my hunger though.. I was very embarrassed by
I just took like 20 min to go though my phone and read random shit.. this stopped being constructive..
what could i do as a live person.. what are the benifits of being alive? being able to be focused? I could be psychic when I'm alive.. thats what we didn't touch on
when I become Live my psychic powers come online.. I can make predictions and feel the top empathy level ive felt.. My hearing and sight gets better, I can notice subtle changes in behavior
i didn't know how to spell subtle.. don't give me that credit lol
its hard to look people in their eyes with confidence when im alive..
It's hard to not suppress magic when im alive.. I become at war with my inner self on what is right and what is wrong..
to dissconnect from death is not my goal
I already beat death much like DR Strange.. then i was like fuck it im mortal now.
im waiting
so being alive can help with changing my perspective if i need that.. this is documented much like the tuning fork... false alarm..
I can go from zombie to alive.. but can you get from alive to dead though DMT?
I gotta also expound upon dr strange more..
I felt like they were thowing shade at me..
a wizard who is into chaos is manipulating time and space to get chaos into the physical earth realm..
chaos already lives here bitches
I watched Dr Strange as a Zombie.. I was every character. it was a joke but it makes sense.. the guy who thinks he defeated his demons then dr strange who's demons are physical disabilities, then the supreme who's demons are secrets.. and of course the only one seeing clearly and directly is the guy who plays Hannibal my hannibal.. He believes the god in the chaos is outside of him and that is where he falls short.. but of course I'm every character so Dr Strange instead sees that the god in the chaos can be consumed..
it's a joke but it makes sense.. The camera cut out
I watched Dr Strange when I was Alive... I was only one character at a time.. I went from the nigga to supreme to Hannibal to the god.. understanding each perspective.. seeing Dr Strange as a polarity of the nigga.. That threw me off.. they said "Your problem is that you lack imagination 'nigga'" "And Your problem is that you lack a spine 'dr strange'"
together they had imagination and a spine..
I felt embarrassed by the god's defeat .. trapped in a time loop and pushed away.. but in the end was able to identify with Dr strange because he consumed the god and saved the day
thennnn while I was alive.. Extra credits at the end spun me for a loop of unexpectedness
the nigga turns into the manifestation of my hunger.. "You don't deserve this magic, you don't know what you're affecting There should be only ONE" and it ends with the nigger becoming a black hole.. in theory at least.. in my living head theory it was pretty spot on..
i wish I had seen that small clip as a zombie before connecting myself to the character and allowing myself to be manipulated into feeling evil for being chaos..
Fuck you Dr Strange
also.. there can only be one....
i am the audiance fuck i thought i speellled that right.. audiance audience fuck e
anyway
wee are here again and you know what's going down? I will forget if you dont remind me to get you found in some part of this blog..
im listenig to my tuning fork
and im attempting to make lasting contact with the chaos
tihs is onwt a new feat.. but it is iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiifffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff bah humbug you don't deserve my weords