there have been things 

and things have happened byt you are just reading about them and what the fuck does that even matter to anythign

you didnt see  you are not me 

some may see this as a waste of a blog..   but i see this as making myself feel better about a shitty situation..  also bragging about fucking datpiff over 

not as much as they're fuckking me but you know how it goes

little robots cell phone in hand

run though streets with headphones playing

media says the world is ending

theres war on the lips of rulers 

where do the seems seem to come together and can you see between 

cold blooded b;ut  i want to write these songs so i can record them because mixtpaes arent supposed to be this god damn serious

 Imagine finding a water hole in the dessert that is a pretty great place. you were on your way somewhere but stop to drink and see a sign that says "the only water left on earth." some might say they would laugh, drink, and move on..  but others..  others will die protecting that water. others will build their life around the water. others still will sell the water and it's message to others.   This is a sand trap. 

so yeah I want the anticipation of death and surprise driving my light.  I'm too comfortable to have a heavy stream of maluabnle energy being directed towards me.  I wouldn't make clear decisions becaiue I don't value my immortal life yet..    I have to make a disconnevt at the end of this year..  I will seperate my feelings for my imortal soul from my feelings of my mortal body..   Right now i feel like BYRON will live forever..   but my soul is talking to me like  bitch im chaos black  negus manipulator underrated underachiever five star gold landing softly on thorns confined ..  in poskemop .. 

previous books seemed to be written around a brilliant idea and was amazing from start to finish..   I think Wild Seed may have been one of the first books   it resembles some of the powers that happened to be in the other books

I have spent not all that much time looking for the pinnacle of my quest .  alas revelation . ive found the top dogs in my opinion of my quest.   next move is to become the pinnacle or decide to saturate the mojo

retaliation au du event horizon 

I realize now what im doing is being that human thing that humanity does and totally nailing down my ideas to a wall and

 I think this is the secret behind levitating in meditation. theoretically concentrating on the speed of the rotation of the earth understanding you are going the same speed then going slightly faster till leaving the ground.